IN Digestion

Its morning, im sick and its just a short while after Fajr - but I wish it’d go away. It can’t keep going on!

I won’t tell them your name lol.

I love cocktails

Sas

Very few things ARE so perfect that you can just enjoy them whole heartedly without having to be SERIOUSLY disturbed or saddened by it. Good books have horrible endings, same with good movies, but then they make some awesome stuff and it has a bad ending.

I just found out one of the things I was scared to death of finding out about ends in a PERFECT way, for at least 7 years I avoided this topic and I somehow or the other found out today.

And somethings  somethings (besides things under your own control) DO come out - OK (and to the highest standard of ok).

And I am so happy, and so stoked - it’s awsome. More things should be perfect

It’s a lebanese song, but you will hear it ALL over if you live here for the past several months (my english is getting worse, as I have to speak in broken english to communicate most of the time: “My hate this car” is the way to speak now. To the point of the bus driver for the kids plays it all of the time apparently, and its always playing at any restuarant you goto AT least once.

(and of course, its just a WONDERFUL song).

akhithne ma3ak bil jow wil helow,
khaleni ma3ak isra7 ya helow. (*2)
jamalek jamal jamalek jamal mesh 3adee kalamek kalam kalamek kalam mesh 3adee shu badik dalal 3a sawt il dalal ghafeni shu badik gharam laylil gharam khayalak khayal (*2)
mesh 3adee jayeenib zaman (*2)
mesh 3adee twadnib aman(*2)
laeni laenib makan taninsa zaman Akhedny ma3ak, bil jaw el 7elo, khaleni ma3ak
esrah ya 7elo (x2)

Jamalek jamal, jamalek jamal mesh 3adi
Klamik klam, klamik klam mesh 3adi
Sho badek dalal, 3a sawt el dalal gafeeki
Sho badek garam, laily el garam aganelek

Khaialak khaial, khaialak khaial mesh 3adi
We jaiely bi zaman, jayely bi zaman mesh 3adi
Taw3adny bi aman, tew3adny bi aman la2eny
tew3adny bi makan, ta nensa el zaman wengany

Amashy ma3i saherny el haya, hal alby esma3i 3m yendah hana (x2)

Khaialak khaial, khaialak khaial mesh 3adi
We jaiely bi zaman, jayely bi zaman mesh 3adi
Taw3adny bi aman, tew3adny bi aman la2eny
tew3adny bi makan, ta nensa el zaman wengany

Jamalek jamal, jamalek jamal mesh 3adi
Klamik klam, klamik klam mesh 3adi
Sho badek dalal, 3a sawt el dalal gafeeki
Sho badek garam, laily el garam aganelek

Khaialak khaial, khaialak khaial mesh 3adi
We jaiely bi zaman, jayely bi zaman mesh 3adi
Taw3adny bi aman, tew3adny bi aman la2eny
tew3adny bi makan, ta nensa el zaman wengany

Jamalek jamal, jamalek jamal mesh 3adi
Klamik klam, klamik klam mesh 3adi
Sho badek dalal, 3a sawt el dalal gafeeki
Sho badek garam, laily el garam aganelek

Khaialak khaial, khaialak khaial mesh 3adi
We jaiely bi zaman, jayely bi zaman mesh 3adi
Taw3adny bi aman, tew3adny bi aman la2eny
tew3adny bi makan, ta nensa el zaman wengany

I moved! (and i feel like a king in my new place, its cheap but a bit expensive, but completely mac daddy!)  but no AC, so very hot.

Umm Mahr is driving ME nuts.

Fatima and the kids are spending the summer in the states, and I will take this opportunity to ‘grow’ and ‘re-evaluate’ my relationship and ponder on it’s many meanings and what not.

I am HUNGRY (i have no money for at least 2-3 weeks because I REFUSE to do a WIRE tranfser until one of my checks clear (HINT: you guys who have my money) but so far, each day, im trying to place myslef in locations where I am offered food! Its ALMOST working out, except my friends are kinda dead beat to!

But maybe in a week or two, i can finally retire!

Sas