IN Digestion

For the longest time now, I have been unable to fall asleep quickly (unless I am physicall exhausted).  Otherwise the sleep is very scattered and filled with weird thoughts and lots of just ’staying awake’ while trying to sleep. I can literally lie in bed from 10ish 11ish 12ish until 2-ish, 3ish-4ish.

The upside is I get to spend most of that time in my own little world. (to be honest, most of the day time is probably spent like that also) but its sur-real when your lying in bed, and your trying to sleep and you can’t, and its practically impossible for you to do anything else (get up, etc.) or be distracted by anything or anyone. Between last night, and this morning, All I have eaten is loaves of bread! In my surreal world it was actually pretty wicked. (I love bread). In practical terms eating that much bread hurts your stomach…

Sleeping is fun, I hate waking up I HATE HATE HATE waking up