IN Digestion

My lungs are progressively getting more and more weird, I REALLY have to see a doctor soon. and see whats going on - I went last year also, and the doctor said there was nothing unordinary going on. Of course, that leaves the question maybe its in my head or some phycological thing. But I know myself kinda, and i am pretty sure its a physical thing! I mean my capacity feels down… ‘I wanna be with You’ should be the song of the world.

Ok, for the first time in maybe 2-3 months, I took a hot shower. Can you believe i Have taken a cold shower nearly every day for almost 2-3 months? We got a gas heater, based upon my STUPID friends reccomendation. The only thing good about it is that its instant, but temperature conttol, etc. take that all out of the window. The shower starts out hot, then becomes lukewarm, then I have to make it hot again, and in the mean time I am spending more time worrying about the temperature then enjoying my shower. (Considering the only thing I actually ENJOY from the bottom of my heart is exhausted sleep, and 20 minute hot showers [which is also according to my mom the reason I will never have kids]) its not FANTASTIC.

But to be honest, its hot water, its so nice. We have hot water. Its so nice, you have no idea how nice it is. And it’s instant, and techincally I should not be taking crazy long showers so it forces to me ration my time and soap, etc. and its I guess in the end an over all good thing. (plus you can not beat the fact that a FLAME ignites when I turn the hot water side on).

I am actually starting to like this whole 3 in one coffee thing that I Drink 2-3 glasses of per day. Its not half bad.  I am a bum. I am insatibaly hungry these days. I had alarge dinner, I actually had breakfast with fruits and all sorts of stuff, and 2 hours later, I am starving so I ate my lunch which I finished 15 minutes ago, and now i amhungry again. What is GOING ON (what’s going on, teet, teet, teet).

My dad’s friend had a dream about me, that I was bothering him.