IN Digestion

THERE is a chance, everything might just work out. Like everything. All my projects just became fun, and I realized I have really only 10-20 days worth of work left on the single most deciding project I have ever worked on till now.

Now with Fatima around, I end up just wasting time and hanging out 24×7 with her - she is off to the states with the kids for the next two months.

If, I can convince myself to finish up the project in the next 20 months (so 10-15 days of work in about 60 days). I AM DONE. I am DONE, I AM DONE.

(Even if totally fails, I am done, its sort of the closing point of phase 1 of my life), so if IF ID i can just throw the towel in (filthy rich, or unchanged) i have NOTHING left to do, that I feel I have to do.

So, this next two months will be the primary factor - if I don’t get to work then I have to either:

1. Get it done quickly after she comes back
2. Wait until the next 2 month time she leaves next summer.

But worse case within 365 days (+ 60 days), if I can manage 10-15 days of solid work, I AM DONE!

Sas