IN Digestion

Last night, I spoke to my parents for two hours (needless to say, one thing that will come out of that is I have to stop writing suchweird and depressing posts, my mombecame ultra worried, and I had tohave myfriends talk to her to explain that its just a bit exaggerated because its funner to be stupid, etc.) -

So I spoke to them for a long time, and the only thing I couldthink about was how much I miss myfamily, being in ohip pand wanting my own kids in the same manner that I amthe child of myparents. IStill don’t want them in the end, but as a desire orr as a want, MY BILOICAL clckis ticking, and Iwant children so badly. I guess the best part og having a child would be if she was a daughter and to throw her a wedding (but, i dont think i feel so fomrtable withher getting married either, but either wayit seems like a wickedly fun part of being a father) - one ofthose things to do when ur older.

But alas, my dream ontheother hand was a nboit bizzare.

1. I went to Ohio
2. All my family, and ALL my best friends (like not everyone, just the REALLY REALLY close ones, and only two of them.
3. My mom ordered Pepero piza (whch I normally do not like AT ALL, but I had slices as soo as I got to the party, inthe deep evening, and in the morning, and it was actually YUMMY, I NORMALLLY HATE peperiznopizza)
4. And some weird thing where some of us went to a school and installed video cameras into a guys locker room? and then it turned out to be a girls locker room, it was really bizzare, as I had noidea whats happening untilits veyr late into the dream,and by then its not an issue anymore because I lost a shirt there, and I snuck back in late at night spending over an hour looking for it.

Anyway needless to say when i woke up, that dream really did me in for a umber.

Sas