IN Digestion

Listen up, tommorrow I will begin my  work. Dinner ended up making a huge collassal mess, but that will be taken care of soon - but the food WAS ridiculously yumy, EVERYONE ate it up and raved about it, and chicken nihaari not to shabby my friends, not to shabby -

But seriosuly, lol, enough of all of that, I REALLY feel good, like I have a very good feeling about work, I think I am over my intial exxitrement of being on my own cooking on my own, and playing playstation (seriosuly, u dontknow how many times ive tried to playit an donly get interested in it for a short while, ive lost my interest in it now, so now i don’t play anyone, hence i don’t lose, plus i beat everyone at least once excpet one guy annyway_ so enough of that.

No, tomomrrow, well today, i m going to sleep when i utterly pass out, i have some stuff line dup to do to keep me occupied and when i wake up i am goig to imeplement a interface for a program! yes.

Once I do that, everything else will check in, then I can well to be honest, im not sure, someone called me on my ‘bs’ retire plan today, most ppl just take it with a grayn of salt anyway, but he called me out on it, and well he was a nice guy so in dindulged him - (by the way, ud be shocked how many ppl  who are jordaian who live abroad are shocked to ifnn that shakh nuh lives right here and ill be taking him to see the area in a few days, but yes, its shocking to all of these guys).

But, so now that i was callled out on it, and probably had the only serious discussion of the year with anyone with him today (er tonight) i feel pumped up to work.

Just a FEW more days, and i can just have FUN man, all the fun i can have, all the sweat that will drop. My boss called me at 1am today - needless to say, i have a lot of time to still catch up to a lot of things, and a lot of ppl rooting for me to do some very basic things (mostly revolving around just pickng up the phone and showing up to work).

Anyway, I will keepthis short, i will probably have my first cup of tea in what seems to be weeks tonight. but again, i am sweating and to be totally honest, im enjoying sweating now, it makes me feel kinda nice or something.

Too Da Loo

Sas

I had the chance to go to a janazaa today, but I did not. You know to be honest, I wish i had a friend or a family member I was close to that was buried so I could go visit them in the grave, I saw this reallycool tv show and it seemed like such  a nice thing to do, just go visit and stay and see something at a grave, it seemed nice.

(later on that)

Sas

I cleaned out the ENTIRE set of dishes, yazan cleaned out some spills that had been there for a while, and I took out a chicken to defrost. Now, I thought this entire time that I needed garlic, I actually had garlic, I needed opinions in its stead.

So, as the garlic came in, I realized (Yazan says hello), I had to sent them back out to get some onions instead. So, after having aeverything, - Mr. Yazan ROYALLY messed up the chicken by not skinning it first, now, hopefully, it won’t be so big of a deal - the skin came off AFTER the cuts, but maybe, it won’t be so bad. Also the cuts has to be made into smaller pieces.

OK, but so listen, I was not sure what to make, I had chicken, but all the shan packets I had were for Tandoori chicken (Baked, and made with yoghurt) or Biryani (which I am not in any way able to make). So all I can find is Beef Shan Packets, so I made niharri out of it (its on the stove right now).

Now, I have some good douh still left,  so I will turn that into parathas, but in the meantime I want some rice with it too, also apparently, I am expecting company,  two more guys are coming, and two are over, thats 5 including me - and Adee will come back late at night, that makes 6. Now I only have one chicken. So, we shall see how that goes -

But what I really really want is some pizza, I Saw on the tv a guy bringing home tv for him andhis son (they were living together as the wif e had kicked outboth of them) so thats what I am really cracin.

Now to take care of anyof the problems I am facing, I washed a whole lot of leccute and douched it with vinegar, and ate it, along with some apples, and some fruits. (thats all I have eaten) and I AM REALLY hungr, and i cooked myself, and the house is fairly clean!

So I am going to have myself a NICE dinner. (in shaa Allaah)

BUt ive never had chicken made with beef nihari mix, so we shall see.

Sas

I literally puked, and threw up a few minutes ago. I told you, I should not have seen it. See this particularm ovie I keep outside of my home, someone else brought it over, and (again it was one of those things I was saving to see on a wide screen ANYWAY) but it was brought over, and I was feeling a bit under the weather, so I decided - what the hey, let me see it anyway. So i put it on, needless to say, even though its not a terribly long movie, it takes me a long time to see it. I Enjoy each individual part of the movie so much, and the sound track that goes with it, it is amazing. But by the end of the movie, I am usually distresssed, its been YEARS since I have seen it, and I only watch it alone, its to much of an investment to be seen with others.

But basically by the end of the movie, it has taken on too much of a toll on me physically, emotionally and whatever else there is (I get heavily involved physically while watching this too, yelling, pacing, clapping, etc. all of the works - I break out a SWEAT, of course considering that I only put on the air conditioner in the  very end of the movie, means you have to close the window and stuff) so, this time by the end of the movie - probably the worse ending in movie history ever, I am usually quite disjointed by the whole thing.

I literally threw up all over my self and the floor, luckily I sat down from the couch to not throw up on the couch.

Was it worth it, I HAVE NO IDEA, I used to be in love with this movie as a child, but now not so much, well quite a lot, but its a bit to hard to watch as an adult I suppose, as a kid it was wonderfully magical, as an adult its wonderfully horrible, and the bad parts outshine the good parts by far.

I am not sure if I am going to watch it again any  time soon, well for sure not until I get a wide screen tv. Adee my finance manager read my post from last night and has informed me that in no way on earth will I be allowed to buy it until I get ‘my project’ done, he has taken it upon himself to ensure that I can’t ’spend money’ on myself until I finish a particular project (no one at this point cares if it is actually successful, we just want to see it finished) but so that may have to wait, truth be told, I don’t really want a car anymore or a wide screen tv, not in jordan at least, its quite nice here already, I can walk or taxi to all of the places I need (except groceries cause I like bulk buying), and a tv - its just not worth having a tv to enjoy movies on until you have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do in life, I hate finishing a movie and then ‘having to go to bed’ I like watchign so many movies that I pass out literally in the middle of them, but theu don’t make that many good movies anymore, and Ive seen all the good stuff already, and i hate repating movies, i neve rfeel satiated when i repeat movies. So far since Fatima left, (or the next day), it was NIGHT at THE ROXBURYS, but come on, you can’t reallly  watch a 2 hour movie just for a few laughs unless you really really really really have nothign else to do, I have rid myself of wanting to watch all the movies i want by having seen to many of them already.

Retirement will kick butt, but I suspect I am going to have to go back in time and watch all the great stuff of the past that I have not yet seen. 10 more days, 10 MORE DAYS, and its done just 10 more days, and I can relax forever. I Need these 10 days to go by so fast (and actually work in them). I just honestly don’t see it happening.

If I am still blogging one year from now, thats not going tobe good, cause it will literally mean I have not yet retired ( I sually use online activites like blogging and blogging to escaope real world responsibilites), so that means I have somrthign toescape which means i Have not actually  retired, as there is still work.

So (I AM REALLY sweating very badly, and i have no idea why) the air conditioner is on, i have on practicallythe thinnest clothing I own, but thats new, I have not PUKED in a movie in a long time,  Ibarely puke at all actually, well to be honest it might also have been  a combination of what I was eating, and what I was doing at that exact time) but still PUKING because of a scenw ina movie, its tillkinda cool in its own way.

I have decided that my list of friends is going to shrink now. I really like the way things are going being alone, I think Adee might be the only person I can bear as a friend, he puts me first, always does anything I want, always helps me - gets me out of very very veryvery very stcky situations (I have almost called thepolice onhim), and still noting happens. he does not pass moral or any judgement on me what so ever, and he always leaves me alone ALWAYS unless I feel like talking tohim, and hes always helping around taking care of anything I need. I wouldn’t say hes a best friend, I only have one ofthose, but id say, hes themost tolerable of my friends at this age and time. Oh yea hes RELIGOUS also! So its like I get to be ON My own but im not really on myown, and he leaves me alone as much as i want.

I am becoming a BIG weirdothese days. The idea of having to work but not wanting to work is DESTROYING me, its KILLING me, ITS MUTILATING ME. I am not sure what hppened here, just about 2 years ago maybe 3 years ao, I Was a work a holic, something switche dand changed here, now I don’t WANT to work AT ALL. AT ALL, having a wife who lets me do whatever I want, parents whosend me moneywhenever I need it, and friendswho take care of everythign for me, is NOT working out for me, i ambecoming lazier and worse about everything.I am goingn to self destrut verysoon unless I can finish up these  projects.

Its weird, these 3 projects are INANE.

1. Storefront Deployment, the ‘caveat’ is that it has to be on Php and MySQL. The problem is I hate ANY  and ALL storefornts writtin in PHP.

2. Storefront Deployment in ASP.NET - the caveat is that though I LOVE ASP.NET for Storefronts, I have to make a new gatway work with it, and I HATE THIS mroe then I hate number 1.

3. You know what, Ijust realized - THERE IS ONLY TWO FREAKING thigns that I have to do, and you have NO IDEA how much time I have been given todo  it, and I guarantee, I wasted all of this time, and now i have to make amazing speed inthe next 2-3 days and all can rest.

The reason I can retire after these things are, because:

1. After doing the PHP/MYSQL Storefront - I am done with all my projects for the year with xotox (that I must do)
2. After the Asp.Net storefront, everything else is a piece of cake, and even if I do nothing else, I won’t feel guilty because no one is depending on me, so if I am fired, it won’t be a big deal cause I won’t feel guilty (if I don’t complete it, and the company suffers on the other hand, I WILL feel guilty, and you can’t retire when u feel guilty)

3. After both of the above are done, I just have a few things to do for Islamic Network
4. My partners are ANXIOUSLY awaiting me to finish  the above 3 so I can go back to my business and either successfully start it, or successfully fail it key thing being, that I just finish it, and we can go back to trying anything else)

5. After all of this, I will feel ‘not guilty’ and be able to pursue some agreements that are already in place which will provide me with everyting I need, and MAYBE I will stay in Jordan, or maybe I will go back to othe states, but key ingredient will be

1. No responisbilties
2. No work

So I REALLY need to get my act together, but I find ANYTHInG more eciting then work, today my big goal of the day is to clean all of the dishes and make somechicken, (which reminds me, i better call mr. adee and tell him to bring some garlic).

Now, here is the thing if there is any chance of me getting any work done, its now, because in about 5 days, I will get paid, and the temptation to go out every night or eat out every night or get a whole lot more stuff to do will be to great, right now, I am literally broke, well not literally but, here is how it works, when I get my salary inthe begining of the month, I take it all and give it to Adee, who then gives me some moneya t a time, if i do not do this, I literally run out of all my money in a matter of days, how, I am not sure, and he saves it for me, too, somehow we have a lot of money saved away for the car and for the tv.

So, my only chance of hving money is that before I give him my salary, I fend him off for a few days with the beleif that the moneyhas not comme in yet, and i start buying things, etc. going places and what not, and then when I feel satiated, i tell him, ok here is the money, ,and sorry i actualy got it about 4-5 days ago, and I only blew x amount of it. (alhamdulillaha, the amount x is becomng less and less) but needless to say, im not trusted wiith money for anything. For example, he won’t even give me 3.5 jods to get a taxi and a pack of smokes a day, because without any doubt, i will spend all of it, and then bug him for a ride and some smokes throughout the day, so he can only give me 2 jods a day and with that if i can;t come home, i walk home - take that and appply it to a much grander scale, say for example, i say oh i want to go out for some pizza, I may spend 100 jds or something that night when its all done, so he has to ensure i don’t get more then a jd or 2 beyond what i plan to do.

So its good in a way, im saving a ton of money each month, but also I have no money in my hand fot the next few days as he is taking care of my purchases (this is only until Fatima comes back then he loosens up a little bit, but what they both  don’t know is I do it anyway, and have an eaier time when my family is here concinving everyone i need more money) i am a patahlogical money spender.

So, I have no cash, except 2 jods in my wallet now, and I can’t rreally do anything with that, and i have a lot of work to do. So if i simply do it, things will be so wicked.

So my gal is 1:

Do dishes
Mop the kitchen floor
Cean up some coffee and coke stains that have been in the kivig room for the past 2-3 days
and then work

and then cook

ill take a shower in there somewhere too

Retirement here i COME!

Sas

I woke up, but it got off to the wrong start, I don’t really have to do anything, but I guess days and days of eating absoltuely jorrendouns food meant a HUGE stomache achethis morning, so I went back to bed and dreamed. a Very nice horrible dream actually, well imnot sure if it was the dream or not, or the pre-dream but post almost being asleep thoughts, but basically I dreamed I had a reunion with a very nice friend, but thats the only part I remember, I don’t remember anything else - so maybe it was bad.

But so I woke up again, and this time AFTER a veyr long time, apparently there is no water, and i HAVE A PILE of dishes to do. So it was a bit depressing, but the haaris found a temporary solution (the valve needs to be replaced though long termwise).

Anyway, ltos of sweating, and I am to tired to even make breakfast or put on the air conditioner, so I feel myself getting weaker and unable to do anything about it, I think i will go back to bed. Its now 2:00 PM. I went to bed around 1:30 AM.

I put on a movie, I won’t mention what movie it is, but needless to say, its not the best movie for me to be watching (also, I don’t want to be made fun of by anyone, MOST of all anyone HERE) considering the state that i am in.  But needless to say, its making me sleepeier and tireder, and I still need some energy… Now, I did eat quite a few fruits (3 to beexact) but they were small and what not, so I don’t feel any energy.

I think I might just go back to bed until night time, and see if I feel more motivated then.

I AM SO ready for retirement, I Will sleep through ALL of it in shaa Allaah.

Sas

Tommorrow I will begin it all (inshaa Allaah) - Things are moving way to fast, it seems like all the time I had in the beginning (months ago) has now dwindled down to 2-3 days. I basically have 2 or 3 days to get like 3 HUGE projects done. I hate the fact I prcrastinated this late, but I can’t really seem to learn my lessons.

BUT if I get these 3 things done, I will celebrate in a HUGE way. I will buy myself a wide screen tv and a car (the price of both are RIDICULOUS here in Jordan), and be semi retired. Semi retired in the sense that the only remaining work will be for IN, and my own stuff. Once I finish my own stuff, I will retire for sure. Then wait out my life until death -

Now what exactly does retirement entail, I am not sure, but I know one thing. I need my own place. After having lived on my own for about a week, I don’t think the ‘family’ life is for me. I need my own place, I need to be close to my parents, and I need to give Fatima her own place too. So I need to kinda refactor my retirement plans to incorporate this new found development.

Ah, I am tired, and its only 1:20 AM. (thats very good) - I got an SMS from Adee, saying don;t leave XOTOX, i am in the area stay there until I am there and we will leave together - he DID not leave out the chicken to defrost, so an ———–

Ahh you knwo what to tired to write all of the details but basicallyto make along story short, he GAVE MY PLAYSTATION to his younger brother, and since I had decided to give up music today, I WaS REALLY looking forward to playing it, I just GOT into it, and bah,m its taken away, no worries though i am a 25 year old MAN, so I can or rather I should deal with it, so I said ok, no worries, I got home, and some bread I bought 2 days ago was bad! so I panicked, and made my garlic bread NOW instead of with the sphagetti, and checked the Atta to make sure it too was not bad, it was not, so i put it away, if i suspected it would be going bad, id have made paratha instead so i made garli bread out of the french bread, and now i am passed out, oh and as he picked me up from work, he mentioned he was really wanting to wath gladiator - now i like this movie alright but its depressing as anything, and also, its one of the movies i was gonna wait to see until my wide screen tv is set up, but needless to say after about 20 minutes of it, i convinced him to watch 3:10 to Yuma instead, and we both kinda got tired and left.

So now I am on my  own to fall asleep, and I was ‘wishing’ I had a book to read to put me to sleep, and i looked around to see if we had anybooks, (fatima probably took most of them, and well im not gonna pay 35 dollars PER book in jordan, so i dont have any) So out of the corner of my eye I saw gone with the wind, needless to say, the thought of starting that and its contents (im really really really off of reading aboyt anything to do with love these days, especially eipical long stories about them) needless to say the IDEA of reading about it made me sleepy and i figured you know what, sas, its only a few weeks and you can retire, and these senseless wandering around feelnig guilty about not working, WHILE having to work wil lbe done and u can retire in peace, so I decided yes, I will do that.

so naturally i decided it would probably be more satisfyin writnig about it, then doing it, so here I am. ( I AM BEGGING adee to give me somem drugs to knock me out so that I fall asleep at a certain time) - I have HORRIBLE nightmares that really freak me out, and I hate to sleep i think, also the part of the time before u sleep is quite horrible, i have a lot of stuff that keeps coming to my mind.

You know what, I could be SO SO happy right now, if I did not have to do 1 months worth of work in one day tommorrow - but, if i can just mutser up enough time to do it, im done, im done, im done! no more websites, no more stupid copy editingor any of that stuff, NO MORE programming, and no more meetings!!! and ill still have one month before fatima isback! one month of complete lack o responsibilties or anytgubg

And A SHIT LOAD of cash to waste (once I retire, im not really gonna care about managing my money too well or that much - [though thats not such a hot idea]) - I AM GEtTING a car! finally, ive oened now 4 cars, and i think all of them will be better then the 7THOUSAND dollar car ill buy in jordan, but hey, its jordan, (im just over exaggerating) i really really do like it here a lot, i feel isolated from everyting and everyone except taxi drivers, i seem to get into it weith them every day about different things.

Well anyway, the thing is, i mustblog as its the only sane way I have to deal with this insane problem that I have. (Youd not believe me if I told you!) but once i managet to fix it, im done, completely free!

BYE BYE EVERYBODY.

Oh and i am raginglgy mad at someone right now,

Hey, You know what if I do everything perfectly, and I do everything good, I wonder if in theend I will win. I am not sure anymore these days, but I wonder if there is still a chance to win. I suppose time will tell.

Sas

All of my blog work for the past several weeks (maybe even months) have been done while at work on a work computer, and I assure you it takes me a good amount of time to write anything. I can pretty much guarantee that the blog to actual work ration is at least 5 times to 1.

For the past several months, we have been plagued with every network problem in the world that one can imagine. We want from a peer based workgroup, to a full blown active directory deployment, back to a workgroup. (and get, this [against ALL of my reccomendation], someone decided to set up an entire wireless network based off of consumer grade wireless stuff. So after running that just for a few hours and having the wireless router crash every 5 minutes. I brought in a friend of mine as hes a network ‘wizard’ just so that he could let them know that yes, setting an all wireless network is the silliest thing in the world to do.

Needless to say, about one week later (and me not getting any work done at all but not actually doing anything to work, I slept while all of this was happening. You know something, I really really really got depressed over all of this, being at work is depressin and horrible and something that will make you want to kill yourself, but being at work, and not being able to work, and then just sleeping through it is somehow worse, id rather be asleep at home! So needless to say, now there are ethernet jacks installed everywhere, a ‘real’ switch, and a crummy router, and a brand new active directory deployment, this time WITHOUT roaming profiles, and offline files support] and now, the data is being remapped, and other workstations are being setup for the new guys coming in - and im still getting nothing done.

So I have been given, or told to work from home for the next few days, so that I do not get distracted (its too easy for my help to be asked for for these little hiccups], so I get to work from home.

Now, I WAS trying to work from the office for the last few weeks because, well working from home is very distracting, but i think this time, i will do fine. If i have to interact with one more network or installation issue ever again, I WILL Literally cry or something.

It does look sexy as hell though, I will grant it that.

I am starving, LITERALLY starving, and I will not eat bread and zaatar and olive oil and lebneh today, OR A GRILED cheese sandwich (the maceroni is finished), nor will I eat sphagetti, I don’t want to make any sphagetti sauce, nor will I eat any thing else, nor will I eat out, I AM SICK of eating out, now will I go to anyones house to eat, I hate the amount of time it takes up to go out to eat a home cooked meal at someones home, it takes at least 2-3-4 hours and its always regrettable, because once you get home, you feel like you want to spend a few hours at home and what not, but you spent it at somene elses home. And NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE freaking uses their air conditioner here, at least in the gulf its so INSANELY hot, everyone is used to it and wants it on, over here, they like their not so hot, but not so great and not so cold weather, so NO AC.

So, I am going home at 9. I will e-mail the UPC Bar Code to Fatima so naseehaman can print. Then I will proceed to cut up a chicken, and mix in some shaan packets and onions and garlic, but Mr. Doctor, did not bring any garlic and will be at a wedding so he will bring the garlic later on tonight, so I will then proceed to wait for his garlic THEN I WILL cook, and then make some rice. (I Want ZEERA rice).

Then I will eat.

To be honest, I AM REALLY enjoying being on my own. The thing is, I really enjoy cooking also, but with the company I had at my home every day, it was much more distracting just to eat junk food and play video games all night. Now after a huge monumental fight (mostly my fault, but with a ‘technical’ mistake that was done to make it equally their fault) I have now officially ceased to have a relationship with them forever.

I have just last night realized, and it was just a tad bit sad - that everyone in my life (except my parents), I have had monumental fights with that are irreparable. All usually my fault and too be honest each somehow or the other dealing with food. Those of whom basically by being the ‘bigger’ person stuck around are still good friends, but I really really push people to their limits, but I HAVE LIMITS too (though granted, they are a bit to low, i get limited out easily).

But so now, here is the actual problem. I have decided again for I believe now the second time in my life to stop listening to music. (first time I did it was when I became religous in the first place 8 YEARS AGO!!! 8 FREAKING YEARS!) Now, I have no idea if its halal or haram or not - at all - any idea about anything I knew conretely ceased once I became ‘exposed’ to sufism. But basically, I find it very unfulfilling, and I waste too much time on it. I am not sure how, but if I find myself surrounded by music, it has been irking me a lot, and who knows, maybe its even haram or something anyway, so again, I have stopped, and I’ll tell you why.

Firstly, the big problem with music is, that I will not and can not listen to it on head phones, I HATE IT. It hurts my ears. Number two, I like it out in the open and transparent, not hidden. So that limits the times I can listen to it, for example, 1. I can’t listen to it around people that normally do not listen to it, (I may personally think its permissable, but come on, every other scholar on earth says its not), that limits the time I can listen to it. But thats also not a problem, I don’t mind dealing with that.

The other problem is 2. Everyone else that listens to music, they HAVE THEIR OWN FREAKING tastes, and you know what I DO NOT LIKE MUSIC EXCEPT THAT I LIKE THE MUSIC THAT I LIKE, and I DON’T So basically if I Want to even listen to music, someone or the other will eventually want to put their own stuff on, and that means since (and ill explain in a bit now), that undoubtedly they will load their own songs from somewehre or worse, youtube, where the quality is so so SO bad. So basically, if you want to listen to anything, or have it on in the background others around you will ‘change’ it into by the very idea that they can do this, something worse.

Third part, I got rid of all my music a long time ago, so now I have these horrible stupid single mp3s, and no CDs or no entire albums, who is going to download an entire album or buy an entire digital album, - buying music back in the day was fun. You went to a CD store and purchased an album, and you put it into a cd player. Now with it all being digital its far to easy to change and let others change. And I am in jordan, no way of realistically doin that. Maybe if I go back to the states, I would reconsider, but id have to amass my collection again.

Also, I forgot most of the stuff I used to like or listen to, so its just individual songs now. Basically for a few minutes of uninterrupted pleasure, it takes way too much effort.

But really no one will ever just sit there and let you listen to your own stuff in piece anymore, if I leave the room, and come back, all of a sudden I will hear some stupid horrible crap. Its ALL JACKED UP NOW.

So, all of this effort, and the fact that I have kind of learned to enjoy life without it anyway, and oh yea, singing along with songs. Firstly, I don’t mind people singing along to songs, but they should be decent, and not mess it up for me - no chance these days with the company I keep. Everyone thinks they are a singer.

Oh, and then you have the idiots who want to talk to you when your listening to your music. Or they talk over the best parts, or something. Its just not happening.

So for now, and probably the forseeable forever, no more music (I am muslim after all).

Is a long time. Its been about five years now. 1/5th of my entire life. it actually seems, not so sure, almost lesser than that. its an INSANE amount of time actually.

I am quite an inconsiderate person. Today, even though there is no real reason for it, I got up (after only 1 hour of sleep) very annoyed and let loose on a friend of mine, and his friends. Basically, over nothing, (and I might even be in the wrong here). Lots of profanities, lots of forged lines -

Anyway, I think I have out grown ‘blogging’ - I have no heart left to do it anymore (ive been doing it since I Was about… 16 now), 9 YEARS, truth is, I am going to either stop it nor or replace it with something else that I do, that kinda ‘feels’ the same as blogging. But, I am not sure 100% as of right now, if I want to -, it would be a step in the right direction (or wrong, depending on I suppose how you measure its consequences). Actually I do have the heart to do it, but, only I guess as a ‘real’ blog - where I actually blog about ‘actual’ things of ‘actual’ consequence in my life, but I don’t plan on doing THAT anytime soon, this blog has already evolved a little to far for my tastes.

Sas

I (well Adee), got all the stuff I needed. A Loaf of French Bread (or so they claim that it is) - Ginger, and a lot of other goodies. Tomatoes, and tomatoe paste. ALL of the stuff I needed (minus the EXPENSIVE AS ANYTHING Mozarella Cheese). BUT, its ok - I kinda was looking forward to having it without cheese. BUT.

He did not bring any Garlic, the deal was, he was suppose to read my grocery list and buy the things on it. He saw ginger, but did not see that Garlic was written above it.

So no garlic, hence no HOME MADE Sphagetti Sauce, Hence no Sphagetti, hence no Fantastic Evening.

The last of the biryani was finished off last night (by the way, my life really does revolve around food, I plan out my meals usually the night before for the next day, down to what I will eat for the lunch eat out, etc.). -

So no sphagetti. I don’t really feel up to cutting a chicken on a weekday, so no crazy Desi Meat. (But Adee said, he will cut it for me tommorrow, so no worries there, its just the cutting and skinning I do not want to do, I don’t mind, and I like to do it too, but I work slowly, thats more of a weekend thing for me - I am a perfectionist, so I need to follow a set pattern when cutting them).

So, for the stead, I will make some maceroni and cheese. For what its worth, I have actually gotten better at this PES 2008 Stuff. And I ‘literally’ won two games against two different people. Considering, I have lost every game I have ever played, its not that bad.

So now, I will simply deal with Maceroni And Cheese.

Sas